Frus~

I got nothing to say. Just feeling frustrated lately, so if I appear to not be sociable, please forgive me. I feel too much is on me now, that's why I'm taking a break from being my usual cheerful, happy-go-lucky self, and gonna go into exile for a while.
"Sometimes, it takes a while before the mind, body and soul becomes clear again. In the mean time, it is best not to hurt the people around you but yourself."

Sorry~

Haih... the other day, I made someone very very upset. Its all my fault actually. I made a promise, but didn't keep it. I know that I'm supposed to meet her, yes, its a she, but sadly, I did not. I'm really really sorry that I did not keep my promise. Its not like I did not want to meet her, I badly wanted to...

Anyway, whatever I say now is useless, the only thing that I can do is try to make it up to her. Now, all I can say is... I'm sorry, deeply and truly sorry...

"Sorry seems to be the hardest word... That's is why it is always better not to have to say it..."

Lolz~

I haven't been talking much about my cooking already these days, so now I saja showing what I cooked for my dinner before my chem mid-term... hehe... took a while to cook... I also dunno why I made it, since I haven't finished studying for the mid-term. Lolz.

This time no quote or anything, too lazy to think, gotta cram the head full of chem stuff.

Not Replacements! But Additions~

Haha~ with the absence of my beloved BearBear and Panda, I added two more furry but cute creatures to my family. (Added, not replaced! I still love my BearBear and Panda) They don't have any names yet, still thinking... they should have names after my mid-term... if I decide to name them of course. Right now, they're my study partners! (Oh ya, picture quality not so good because I used my phone instead of my camera, too lazy to go and get it... =P)

"Some things, although missed, cannot be replaced... instead, other things can lessen the feeling of its absence..."

On A Lighter Note...

I noticed that I've been depicting myself as very unhappy, stuff like that in the previous post. I'm just a bit unsatisfied with the way things are right now, like no rice cooker and the laptop still broken. So, I'm writing this to ensure everyone that everything is fine, nothing to worry about. I will still be the cheerful guy that you always know. (cheerful right?)

So to change the mood a little, I just wanna say something that changed ever since I got here... my taste for music! Its changed! I never thought that I would ever be hooked to listening to chinese songs, I always thought that I would be an all-English music listener but ever since I got here, all the songs that I downloaded is chinese songs. I know, some of you would be going like this (=.=) at the sound of this. I blame it all on HueyWen... my friend from taiping. She likes S.H.E. and Jay Chou so much... and keeps sending me these nice songs. Thanks!

And I think that me branching off to another language in music really has an effect on me... I also starting to like Malay songs, of course not like the P.Ramlee type but something along the tunes of PeterPan...

And I know that my parents won't believe this, but after all these years of listening to their collection of ABBA and Carpenters... I'm starting to like it! God, I'm so easily influenced when it comes to music.

So if any of you have any interesting songs to share with me... any language... no discrimination, tell me ok? I'll be glad to listen and judge... hehe...

"Its boring to stick to only one, better to have diversity..."

So Many Things That I Want, Still Waiting...

Argh... I am so frustrated with stuff here. Not because of the condition, or the people... just frustrated. And no, its not because of studies. Its just that well, I've been waiting for a few things and the thing is... they haven't shown up. Those stuff must be taking a cruise ship to the Carribeans before coming to me. Hopefully, they have nice stories to tell me... hehe. Well... actually, its not many things really... just a rice cooker... and getting my laptop fixed... and my teddy... and panda... Well... not much right?

Also... I'm gonna need to buy clothes, especially shorts because I just realised that I don't have enough... stressed too much on T-shirts that I forgot about covering my bottom. Anyway, back to the main topic! RICE COOKER! Its been a week now and I'm surviving mostly on noodles! And of course the occasional (not daily) dinners with YuenYee and Jeanne. Thanks to them, my craving for rice is somewhat lessened... Thanks a bunch! But still, its always good to be able to cook your own rice... I wanna make hainan chicken rice... T_T...

Also, about getting my laptop fixed, that would be JiaMan's job, since it was he that broke it, =P. Still, I have this bad inkling that the guy he found is trying to trick him... hmmm... hopefully all goes well, no funny thing comes out of my computer after its fixed... >.<

And about my bear and panda... optional! not really needed here but it would be nicer with them around... hehe, anyway, that matter will be discussed with the higher power once the rice cooker comes and laptop repaired. Until then, I'm just gonna stare at my color-disorientated LCD screen.

"Waiting is part and parcel of life, however, waiting for too long will have dire consequences, to which, action must be taken to prevent it"

Just Rambling~

Just recently I discovered something, something really special that was so near to me... so dear to my heart. Its not really a discovery but I could say that it was fate. Its like it was coming for me, and I had the feeling that it was coming too, but somehow, it was a good feeling, and I just let it be.

Turns out I was right, and the good feeling was right. Right now I feel like the luckiest guy on earth... =). What is it that I discovered... I won't be revealling it in the nearest time possible... muahaha

"It's feels good when you know that something good will come to you, you just don't expect when it will happen, and that is the beauty of it..."