Its now official... I am cold-blooded. The temperature here doesn't affect me anymore, just like how those cold-blooded animals can change to suit the environment. Although its below 0 degrees (sometimes till -20--) I still don't feel the cold.

And speaking of "feel", I've lost that as well. Void, void of that, it doesn't exist in me anymore. I feel nothing, the cold of the outside world, the hunger in my belly, the warmth of friends, even the fun in games. Perhaps, just perhaps, I should just turn into another Alex Khor, he seems to have the right idea about life right now.